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About Me Digital Art / Hobbyist Member Jacob24/Male/Poland Group group avatar #EmotionalImages
 
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  • Listening to: Vocaloid, piano music
  • Reading: manga
  • Watching: Bakuman 2
  • Playing: demos
  • Eating: fish
  • Drinking: tea
Hello again!


I had broken pc by few days, its was in service.
But it looks like I havent lost any important data. And I had great copy at pendrive anyway.

Sorry for no commenting and being offline last week.


I had depression in previous week and it was hard, seriously was hard. Now I doing fine but I have to rest more.
In last months I was skipping fun and mentally overworking myself way to much. I was also skipping sleep very seriously and waking up early everyday since few months ago. In the end I was sleepy and out of energy all the time.
Now I will care for my health and relax more. I sleep long now.

I have some kind od artblock and this is my problem- I have no will. I have no will to create, to learn, even not much will to have fun (play games and so on). I need more rest and after that should be better.


Have a nice time and enjoy hot weather.
Here is real heat, first time in this year a real heat. Temperatures around 30 degrees.

I have no mood to be at DA at all. I am just tired of writing, commenting and all those right now.
I want to draw, to upload new things but I dont want to talk with anyone and I need to rest. I hope to get new will quickly.
With those block I dont want to force myself to talk, draw, fav and be around.
Sorry, it just a hard time for me. Everything is actually fine but I have no mood.
Not depressed anymore but I need more will and emotions in me.
Lack of emotions and feelings is bad thing.
I'll be off and back when feel better.

Jacob

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Jacob
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
Poland
Current Residence: Poland
Favourite genre of music: jpop, electronical, classical
Operating System: Windows XP

Favourite anime character: Miku

Fav color ranking:
1) blue
2) white
3) orange
4) violet

Fav animal: little polar bear
Fav drink: green tea
Fav season: summer
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Thanks for the Llama :)
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~JacobMainland 5 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Very welcome :wave:
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*C-CatChey 6 days ago  Student Traditional Artist
Your never on anymore D:

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:juggle:[link] my first how to draw tutorial:juggle:

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~JacobMainland 3 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm sorry.
Its becouse of my health.

I feel so tired mentally most of time.
But its slowly better and better, i can feel its better.
And I need to complete my studies now, I study everyday so with eveyday i am closer to graduation.

I really dream to draw again and upload arts again.
Sorry for my absence, plese wait for me.
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*C-CatChey 2 days ago  Student Traditional Artist
I will always wait Jacob, looking forward to some more art from you.

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:juggle:[link] my first how to draw tutorial:juggle:

:juggle:[link] second tutorial:juggle:

:juggle:[link] don't click this link:juggle:
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~JacobMainland 1 day ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you. I would love to draw right now but that huge artblock and really much work to complete my studies.
I want to graduate and forget forever about all this.

I red whole super complicated 500 pages book which has been written by my professor. Now i do project, next I have to write something as short book to complete my studies and also pass two exams.
99% of my studies is done already, just a little more and I will have a dyploma.
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Mood: Love ~MyonaPierce May 16, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thanks for the llama badge!
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~JacobMainland May 17, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Very welcome ^_^
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~Michi4 May 13, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the birthday wish way back in February. Sorry I wasn't able to reply back then.
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~JacobMainland May 14, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Very welcome, no problem.
I am offline a lot last time.
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